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SHUMEI MAGAZINE. Vol. 243. JANUARY/FEBRUARY 2003
A Wonderful Experience of Hoshi in Misono
Roseanna Morse (Hollywood)
I have been enjoying my life since I became a member in 1999. I
believe that learning and practicing Jyorei, Meishusama's teachings,
and Natural Agriculture is the right way to live and, what is more,
is the way to create heaven on earth. So, my life became very meaningful
after I joined Shumei.
Meeting Eugene Sensei and Ms Alice Cuninngham,
an interpreter for Kaicho-Sensei, made a complete turnabout in my
life. I decided to come to the U.S. when I met them at Grand Sampai
in Misono in 2000, and I came to the U.S. in January, 2001. I made
up my mind to not return to Japan again, so I even renounced permission
for permanent residence in Japan. About four months after I came
to the U.S., Eugene Sensei recommended that I go to Misono for one
year as a hoshisha [a person who does volunteer work]. I was very
surprised to hear that, but at the moment I heard the recommendation
I felt, "This is Meishusama's message. This is because there
is something I have to learn in Misono. Meishusama wants me to know
something in Misono." So, I got a trainee visa and left for
Japan at the end of August so that I could begin performing hoshi
[volunteer work] beginning September 1, 2001.
Shumei's International Center of Misono,
Japan, is surrounded by mountains, and the changing of the seasons
in Misono is really beautiful. Various kinds of trees and flowers
show us the art of nature throughout the year: The beauty of autumn
leaves fascinates people; the murmur of the stream and songs of
birds make us feel at peace; when it's foggy, mountains around Misono
are just like a Chinese ink-painting. All of them always make me
feel as if I am in Heaven.
I did hoshi in the auditorium for the first
five months. I learned how to clean up there. Actually, it's not
just cleaning. There is a big difference between just cleaning and
hoshi. Hoshi is cleaning with all our heart for God and Meishusama.
For the last seven months, I did hoshi in the kitchen. I spent the
hardest days there, but they're good memories now. The hardest thing
for me was when I was in charge of making Japanese pickles. I had
to do that for more than two hundred people, sometimes three hundred
people, for at least two weeks. Although many people helped me a
lot, that was still hard for me because I suffered with a purification
on my hands then. A few days after I started doing hoshi in the
kitchen, many cracks appeared on the backs of both of my hands,
and these bled every day and became deeper day by day. I was told
that when we get purifications on our hands, that means a poisonous
substance we have in our head comes out through our hands, so I
knew that my body had been purified.
As we do hoshi for God and Meishusama,
our spirits are purified little by little. As our spirits purify,
our bodies are then purified. This is the law: spiritual precedes
physical. While I was in Misono I underwent two big purifications.
One was of my hands and the other was of my left leg. In the middle
of April, 2002, I had a high fever for a couple of days and then
my left leg turned red and became incredibly swollen. I had never
experienced such pain in my life, but I was really grateful as I
knew that my spirit had been purified.
I enjoyed the many study sessions conducted
every month in Misono. I learned a lot about Meishusama. One thing
that really impressed me was a quote by Meishusama:. "Try what
is difficult to do. That is life." I realized that God knows
everything, even what we can't do; God watches our efforts. I was
so encouraged by these words.
The best thing I learned by doing hoshi
in Misono for a year is "Love": Meishusama's love of us,
our love for Meishusama, and our love for others. I could feel how
much Meishusama loves all of us. I know that Meishusama actually
always watches us because he gives us individual signs, such as
encouragement or a warning. I learned what love for others is by
living together with others. There are many rules in living together
with others. Observing so many rules leads to consideration for
others, which is love for others. If there is no love for others
in a group, there is no peace. Love is the most important factor
in bringing about peace in the world. So, love for others leads
to peace in the world, and that is what Meishusama wanted me to
learn—which was lacking in me, I think.
Having the opportunity to spend time in
Misono was a precious experience. I am so very grateful that Meishusama
gave me this opportunity. Thank you Meishusama!
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