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FROM SHUMEI MAGAZINE, Vol. 241 SEPTEMBER/OCTOBER
2002
A Beloved Old Seagull
Marina Tam (New York)
Assistant Sensei Marina Tam writes the following in memory of
her spiritual mother, Ms Yung Hop, whom she describes as a beloved
old seagull.
February 20, 1982, was an important day that turned my life to
a new chapter. On that day twenty years ago, I met and received
Jyorei from my spiritual mother, Ms Yung Hop. At that time I had
frequent asthma attacks, chronic irregular heart rhythm, intense
dizziness, and I was wandering at the verge of my life. The other
problem was that I had struggled to take an equivalency examination
so that I could get six credits in a foreign language course for
my college graduation. Both my health and the exam problems had
seemed hopeless for a long time, so I was very grateful to my day-care
student's mother, who introduced me to Ms Yung Hop.
I liked Meishusama's teaching of not just
thinking of our happiness, but helping others first. So, I took
this active lady [Ms Yung Hop] to give Jyorei to my friend in Boston.
Due to my health, that was the first time that I could make such
a long trip. I could make the trip because on the third day after
I started to receive Jyorei and read Meishusama's teaching, I miraculously
regained my health. Additionally, in the third month after I began
to receive Jyorei, I was called to take a Chinese exam at New York
University to be reimbursed credits to complete my B.A. degree requirements.
I graduated in June of that year. Thank you, Meishusama. I finally
realized that Meishusama could help to solve such longstanding,
seemingly impossible problems.
My spiritual mother told me that Meishusama
is mighty and that Jyorei is the only solution to many problems.
Her faith was so remarkable and her dedication so true that she
was able to introduce one hundred members in just nine months' time.
She attended Meishusama's ceremony of the century on the Holy Mountain
and happily brought a gift of peaches. Since I had received two
big miracles from Meishusama, she strongly recommended I make a
thanksgiving trip to the headquarters in Japan and also spend some
time studying Meishusama's teachings with her teacher, Chin Sensei,
in Hong Kong. I was born and grew up in Hong Kong, but had left
there ten years previously, wandering all over until Meishusama
fixed my health and put me on that trip both back to my spiritual
home on the Holy Mountain of Misono and my physical home in Hong
Kong. It was so embarrassing to me that I could not behave like
a pure Chinese and this caused many problems for the people around
me. Even though I still learned a lot and felt a lot of love and
care from God and many people, I only learned later about the importance
of hoshi from Kaishusama. Honestly, in general we in America have
too much freedom, which made us feel too proud and less humble.
Once again, the next year my spiritual
mother encouraged me to go for hoshi in Japan. In 1983, after the
Grand Sampai ceremony, I spent eight months on the Holy Mountain
by learning, helping, and practicing new things like cooking, cleaning,
gardening—all necessary work to run the big, beautiful Misono.
These were the happiest days of my life, even though I had serious
physical purifications. I was able to stay and be of service in
Misono thanks to the support of all my friends, especially Ms Yung
Hop.
I was inspired by the courage my spiritual
mother displayed in her early sixties. Her gray hair seemed like
an expression of her hard work. She knew only limited spoken English,
and she was eager to leave her family behind in Hong Kong and come
to this strange land to spread Meishusama's love. At first, I did
not know Meishusama, but through her love and care I came to see
Meishusama's love in her face. I enjoyed bringing her around this
big city [New York City] to give midnight Jyorei to the needy ones.
She taught me to bake cakes for offerings and told me many miracles
of hers and others.
She could always spare her time, energy,
and money for others. One year, her daughter-in-law gave birth to
a baby girl. She just went home for two weeks, without staying long
enough to take care of every last need and completely satisfy the
family. This was because she promised to come back to America with
Assistant Sensei Tsui Po Hing to prepare her [Assistant Sensei's]
new start helping our SSA Chinese members, and that lasted for around
eight long years.
My spiritual mother eventually spent three and one-half years in
New York City before she went home. After that, she still joined
Jyorei activity groups in the Philippines and in Singapore, and
her final wish of visiting Miho Museum was fulfilled.
I miss her a lot and I remember every detail of our happy time together,
our common goals and interests. I am so happy that her son is willing
to take care of her family Scroll of Light and the Kannon Screen
for all her ancestors. She must be very happy about this.
For many long years, many members admired
her and yet wondered why she needed to undertake foreign Jyorei
activities. She once told me that she had had a dream of seeing
many burnt baby pigs dying on a hill after she started reading Mikotosama's
teachings of Jonathan Livingston Seagull. Then, she felt the importance
of getting herself moving. Coincidentally, I was thinking of the
New York "ground zero" September 11 disaster and it seemed
to almost match her dream. I called her up and she had the same
feeling. The last thing she told me was that the purification by
fire had come. Then, on October 20, 2001, she left us and made that
final trip back to the spiritual world. I felt so lonely, I prayed
for her spiritual happiness and wished her a continued busy activities
schedule in her new life, just as she usually had.
Our New York Center received its Scroll
of Light in 1983, right after the Grand Opening of Misono. It is
a symbol of the spiritual sunrise in this dirty city. Since then,
many new members have begun giving Jyorei and many activities have
happened, like the Shumei Family Metropolitan Museum exhibition,
the Shumei Taiko Ensemble performances, interfaith activities, the
Summit Conference of the great religious and spiritual leaders at
the United Nations, Grand Central Station Jyorei activity, New York
Center open house, and monthly Jyorei activities. Finally, that
disastrous day (September 11) came and all our members, their family,
and friends luckily escaped harm. Thank you, Meishusama.
I hope this will be the end of tragedy.
To get rid of it, according to Meishusama's teachings, more hands
should be involved to clean up individuals' as well as the whole
world's spirits, thus creating a world of harmony.
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